Tonight I find myself in a familiar place, with the opportunity to pause and clear my head by getting some of these cluttered ramblings out and share them with whoever, in hopes that somebody might find some help in what I have been blessed to have settled in my heart. The last three years have culminated into the last three months for my family. How? Glad you asked. In the last three years I was brought from a self righteous high horse of hidden sin and inner emptiness to the brink of loosing everything. The brink was not without it's tangible losses though. I lost my ministry, my integrity, many friends, a lot of time and some things that I can never get back. But through that I found a new side of the very nature of God that I would have otherwise never known. Through brokenness and real deal repentance I experienced the depth of His grace through forgiveness and restoration beyond salvation. I saw how far God goes to both chasten and bring back one of His own. I was forced
This blog was originally started many years ago by a much younger and somehow more ignorant version of my current self. It's a celebration of Christ and all that I am learning of Him. As I begin to write again, I hope my writing, theology, and overall views reflect His glory and worth better than they did then, and better every day. I am still on a journey by which the Spirit of God is connecting the dots of all things to Christ and His glory above all else. This is my journey.